summerrrrrr...

Its been about a month since schools been out,
its been about a week since i've been back home
and its been 2 days i havnt done anything but run my sister around town
well no i lied i hung out with gabby a little today. and my sisters banquet for softball awards was today, haha my daddy got one too... anyway this saturday is guchis funeral :( and this friday i'll be out so i guess i have somthing to look foward to. Hmmmm good news i might actually be able to see bubu early than august. so im excited. well I have to head out last min plans. so peace in crease

PS.

Guchi's memorial that was held may 21st, last min. and this was an eye opener ot walk in! the whole place was filled from front to back! i saw people i had not seen in YEARS! some i didnt even see since last year it was kinda like a highschool reunion, i was soo amazed to see how one person could bring over hundreds of people under one roof, and the biggest thing im happy about is that i know guch knew who god was and was a real christian i know he is where he belongs watching over his son and family and friends. :) love you guchiiiiii I MISS YOUU KIDDDD. i know if you were here, still here big things were to come, guess we'll have to wair through your son.

And it continues

Have you ever wondered what happens after death
i think about it all the time.... Guchi was another dear friend i have no longer in my life. our of all the friends that have "finshed thier race" he was the one with the biggest heart, best personality, & biggest impact in the world in my opinion... anyway the past couple of days i keep replaying the day before the death of guch and wondering why i didnt call or text him yet... AHHHHH i always wonder whyyyyy things happen like this. hmmmm well i just pray that his son grows up to be just like his daddy <3 guch was an guy. he was actually voted best all around, jeez to think of it guch was voted for alot of things and won :) anyway hopefully when its my time i actually get to reunite with him and all my other past friends :) one day, one day. ANYWAY 82 more days till i see my bubu. lol i didnt count he added an app on his iphone to count down the days till he comes down and today its 82 days :( but i guess it'll fly by quick. wellllll im going to get ready to meet up with the double Ds hahah [[david and danny]] michael allen is currently in orlando with his papi soo he will not be attending... anyway peace in the crease yall

R.I.P Guch Dec.3.89 - May.21.09


i miss your colgate smile

No classes, No worries

ayyyy yooo
sitting here next to my sisterrr, helping her decide what to wear for 2mrw. today was pretty decent. I had a couple visitORS come and bring pizza&soda, miii amigos [[david and danny]]



i missed michael allen though! But anywho i cant wait till this weekend. but i really cant wait till bubu come visit me in the sunshine state. hmmmm but i really miss mi bestie Ms Katie Koontz back up north... well im short on words today but im going to go lay with my mama so peace in the crease yall.

Sunshine state

back on the sunny side of things. i landed today and my dad and gma picked me up. i miss the bf already. im with the lil sis right now, about to fall asleep.... this weekend is going to be busy busy busy :) and danny david and mike have already offered to skip school to hang out with miii <3 they're awesome. Ill post pix when we meet up. anywhoooo, things are back to the way they are in this house hold, with all the laydowned rules... bleh, oh well what can i do. good news though i have my car back in my sight and bubu is always a phone call away. He'll be here hopefully sooner than later, his flight is already booked now were just waiting for days to fly by.... hmmmmmm well this piece of welcome back cake got me sleepyyy, so peace in the crease yall

Last day in Maryland..

About to take a shower, luca and I are about to head down to the harbor to walk puchi [[the family dog]] shes an italian grey hound. she was raised by a cat so she really does act like a cat, shes laying down with me, ill take a picture :)




i think shes adorable. anyway and then maybe later we'll go to the aqurium for a bit. my flight is 9 in the morning so i have to be there 2 hours prior UGHH meaning i have to wake up early :/ SUCKKKSSSSS. hmmmm well. good news, he'll be visiting in august and we'll be driving up in MY CARRRR In my NEW APARTMENT. but yeah im reallyyyyy excited to see my babyyyyy chelsieeee. i miss you and love you babe. SEE YOUU 2MRWWWW.

Shes so beautiful

Tryin it out....

alrighty,
so i just created this new blog thing that my friends mom has been raving about for ever... so i gave it try. :) i go home soon im happy and sad about it. happy 1. i see family, 2. i leave bubu... not trying to sound like those clingy messy girls but we are like joined at the hip, without the kissy all over each other deal. just.simply.normal. anyway im tired. going to bed...will lucas sisters bed. im in maryland with luca and family <3 blog 2mrw... NIGHT